Joy

The past couple of months have been rough. Real rough. Heartwrenching; heartbreaking... just rough. And like I said in my earlier posts I have wallowed in regret, sadness, hurt, anxiety, fear, etc. All of the stupid emotions that hold you back, keep you from living a beautiful life. But for some reason joy just hit me like hurricane yesterday. I dont know why. I dont care why. Its a blessing. I have needed this feeling; this contentment for some time now and I finally got it. Thank you Lord.

“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.”