I have been sitting here typing out what is on my mind and I have deleted everything I could come up with. There are no words to describe how I am really feeling I guess. It is one of those weeks that makes you realize how fragile and disposable we, as humans, are in our flesh. It is one of those weeks were you cannot stop thinking about how precious this life is along with the people in it after losing a relative. It is one of those weeks where you realize that grudges aren't worth it, especially when you come close to losing the person you are upset with as well.